alexander the great

Im sorry

2005-04-05T01:34:33Z

I havent updated and a while, but it is important that I say this. Kyle I just heard about what happened and Im so sorry for you. I know we havent hung out for a long time but you are still one of my good friends and I hope you can get through this hard time. I wanna hang out with you again, I'll call you up sometime soon. See ya later man

trucker_earl @ 2004-12-29T00:45:00

2004-12-29T05:47:31Z

christmas went well. i got an xbox and alot of money :). but after that everything at home went to hell, thank god for friends, they are pretty much my family now. New Years is on friday, i hope it will be fun all i gotta do is find something TO do.

trucker_earl @ 2004-11-25T00:02:00

2004-11-25T05:03:21Z

OOoOoOoOOOOoO damn, its an update! havent seen that in a while have ya?!

trucker_earl @ 2004-09-30T22:23:00

2004-10-01T02:26:09Z

I havent posted in a while, so i thought id do so while im bord. Not much has been going on recently, just kinda chillin out and doing whatever comes to me. Oh well, bye bye till tomorrow when i see you in school, and to the other that that doesnt go for I'll see you whenever! <3 later ma hommies

trucker_earl @ 2004-09-15T20:21:00

2004-09-16T00:23:04Z

soo i havent updated in a long time. and im bord so here we are! who wants to hang out with g-man and a-mac on the weekend, hah. anywho i guess ill see most of yall tomorrow morning at school, <3 till then ma hommies

trucker_earl @ 2004-08-29T00:14:00

2004-08-29T04:15:40Z

ohh snap dancing in kmart parking lot with kyle, hilton, griff, dallas and jen. followed by getting 2 black guys mad at us. tonight was amazing

trucker_earl @ 2004-08-23T13:40:00

2004-08-23T17:41:49Z

damn i havent updated in a while. i lived through the hurricane with griff, except i have a 12 ton tree sitting on my pool and pool screen thing. it will take about 12 thousand dollars to fix :( so yeah i am kinda mad about that. but anywho now the power is back on and we got cable and AIRCONDITIONING, so i think that will cool me down heh. till next time ma hommies

trucker_earl @ 2004-08-07T21:32:00

2004-08-08T01:33:16Z

just for the fuck of it fest with truc, colby, trung, griff, max, and zach, it was amazing

trucker_earl @ 2004-07-31T19:40:00

2004-07-31T23:42:23Z

saw comeback kid with max, griff, mark, and schumann. it was good, then we went to subway and now we are going to see a movie with xpeexpeex and erik, then i dont know what we are gonna do because my parents are gone till tomorrow.

trucker_earl @ 2004-07-29T21:48:00

2004-07-30T01:50:47Z

on thursday at 9:49 i realized, TOMORROW I AM OFF MY STUPID 7:00 CURFEW AND IT WILL BE AWESOMEEEE. so as a celebration griff says that we are going to wpv tomorrow and trying to find me a cool gal :-D. wish me luck kids, heh i need it

trucker_earl @ 2004-07-28T00:52:00

2004-07-28T04:53:14Z

friday i get off my stupid 7 oclock curfew and i can finally go out and have fun again. i am hanging out with casexy on friday i think but i wanna hang out with more people too, does anyone wanna chill this weekend?

trucker_earl @ 2004-07-25T20:09:00

2004-07-26T00:11:00Z

today i hung out with kyle, griff, shana, and max we went to park ave and got i got me and kyle smoothies but mary wasnt working there so i didnt get to see her :(. then we went to park ave cd's and i got the new atreyu cd, it is awesome. then we came over to my house and watched tv and played goldeneye. i cant wait till next friday so i am off this gay curfew

trucker_earl @ 2004-07-23T20:11:00

2004-07-24T00:14:12Z

well today was fun, sort of. me, dave, shae and max went to sammys house and went tubing, that was awesome. then i went with max over to his house and we ate pizza. then i come home to nothing but shitty drama at my house about my mom being pissed off because i didnt tell her where her bike was for a week. now i gotta be home by 7 till friday, thats pure shit.

trucker_earl @ 2004-07-22T03:30:00

2004-07-22T07:32:29Z

well me and max saw horse, the band today, we knew alot of people there which was cool because we could talk to alot. i got a cool shirt, its pink LOL. anywho then i come home to get talked about what i did wrong today by my wonderful parents. and talk to people online. today was quite productive

this is good

2004-07-20T03:20:47Z

This is the end, Beautiful friend
This is the end, My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes...again
Can you picture what will be, So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand
In a...desperate land
Lost in a Roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane, All the children are insane
There's danger on the edge of town
Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill
This is the end, Beautiful friend
This is the end, My only friend, the end
It hurts to set you free
But you'll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die
This is the end

Who will be the stranger to lend me their hand?

trucker_earl @ 2004-07-18T01:31:00

2004-07-18T05:34:34Z

today me, xpeexpeex, mark, paco and erik saw glass casket, beloved and between the buried and me. that was pretty cool except the show was like 2 hourse late but when they actually played it was good. Except I was sooo hungry cuz i didnt eat for like 2 days, so after that we all went to see xcasexyx at good ol' steak n' shake and we had fun there then we left and played this game where you ran over dinosaurs with a catalliac, which was awesome. tommorrow i get to see the caliban show :-D whose coming with me?!

trucker_earl @ 2004-07-17T02:08:00

2004-07-17T06:10:56Z

i have been thinking, it seems that whenever i like a girl, it never works out thats my luck. sheesh it sound shitty, which it is but what i dont get is why the fuck this keeps happening. is it just my luck or is there some reason for this to continue to keep happening over and over again? i dont know but i hope this constant feed of bad luck goes away quick..

trucker_earl @ 2004-07-14T00:52:00

2004-07-14T04:53:34Z

not much happening lately.. ive been doing the same thing wayyy too much lately.. if anyone wants to hang out, please TELL ME!! im up for doing anything new. i got a new cd today, premonitions of war! its really good.

my formal apology. take it/leave it.

2004-07-08T22:02:24Z

jackie here.

im sick of losing sleep and im sick of ruining other peoples relationships with this poisonous hate i carry around with me.

jenn- my apology. my scattered thoughts. my fumbling over my own words. when all of this began with the yearbook incident i was genuinely interested in mending whatever friendship we had in the first place. i tried to explain, tried to apologize at lunch, but by that point you wanted nothing to do with me. over the following weeks and months i discovered more and more about your feelings toward me through various sources and what has been called a real "rivalry" began. bullshit. when you started deleting friends, it became more comedy for me than anything else. i was so proud to have such an effect on someone. there is no way to justify that. there is no way to make that sound pleasant. an apology is long overdue, but as we got deeper and deeper into this i felt like it would be pointless. we would smile at each other in the halls, and the moment the other was out of earshot we would talk incessantly about what a bitch the other was. i didnt want that. i would rather have genuine hate than false friendship.
the truth is i have never read your livejournal. all i have ever had access to is your info. i dont understand this new development. as our list of friends overlaps, so will our encounters, and this method of exing me out of your life could leave us both unhappy. all i can offer you is my sincere apology. if you dont want it, please dont accept it, as i would prefer to truth to faux benevolence.

the next step is completely your call. add people back or dont. forgive me or not, the rest is up to you-im finished. im undoing the bullshit i created. theres nothing but love from me.

-jackie.

trucker_earl @ 2004-07-07T01:52:00

2004-07-07T05:54:02Z

today was fun i went putt putt golfing with peepee, griff, and erin.. we all cheated so we all won of course. then we got wendys and drove around. and now i am sitting here at 1:52 updating my livejournal. today was fun fun fun. hopefully tommorrow will be just as good

trucker_earl @ 2004-07-05T12:56:00

2004-07-05T16:57:51Z

july 4th was quite fun, we had lots and lots of people over and we shot off fireworks and had lots of food and it was fun. what did yall do?

trucker_earl @ 2004-07-03T00:33:00

2004-07-03T04:35:55Z

well today was interesting. jackie, shae, max, griff, mike, sabrina, and diane came over and we went swimming, and then jackie had to leave to work. then we went to publix *where jackie works*, and we did other odd things. then me and shae made pudding which was quickly eaten then thats about it. tell me about your day ma hommies, later

trucker_earl @ 2004-07-01T01:15:00

2004-07-01T05:18:14Z

well today was the last day of summer school. i got a B, which is pretty neat. we got let out early then me and griff left and kyle and hilton picked us up and we went to the village in which we met diane, sabrina and some other guys, lol sorry but i forgot who was there. then i saw dodgeball with them and we just hung out, and i got ice cream so i was happy. thats about it, i danced around the car at the village to loud rap music which was quite the scene. but anywho done talking, reply people!!

trucker_earl @ 2004-06-29T18:26:00

2004-06-29T22:27:19Z

XbangX

trucker_earl @ 2004-06-26T01:01:00

2004-06-26T05:01:53Z

I FINALLY GOT MY COMPUTER BACK YAYAYAYAYAYAYYAAY.. share the love.. i am very very happy right now